My world was shattered when my parents decided to move me to the land of southern belles and gentlemen. The move had potential. My attitude failed me miserably. I suddenly could not make anyone crack a smile. The girls laughed at me. The boys were clueless. The administrators did not even give me a chance at the honors program. I ate lunch in the bathroom. I am not kidding you. It was horrible. I went out for cross country and the girls threatened me, told me I was not to run faster than them. I can't describe how emotionally draining fighting a winless battle at 15 was. I wrote letters, spent my nights talking on the phone, searched the internet for affordable flights (although I was willing to pay anything), and cried my heart out. I longed for the days I could move back to Kansas and room with my best friend M.E.C. in college. Life could be good again.
Life would be good again, just not in Kansas. I managed to make three friends in three years of high school. The main "threat" on the cross country team graduated. I befriended the coach as his secretary. He believed in me (finally)! It only took one person. The temporary hell (that was high school) ended and I moved on to college. The majority of the people stayed the same. I changed my attitude, I embraced my inner dork, I made friends, and I enjoyed myself.
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